random.

a file of recent thoughts on my desktop. enjoy

she's number 1 on everyone's list

"who to kill" or "who to kiss"

she's got a mask that looks like glass

she'll make her cry and make you laugh 

she seems so sincere and perfect

every man wants her, she's so worth it

so worth all the time that you're not worth

though you're doing your best to keep up with her

she's got nothin' on you babe

with your weird little quirks

she knows she's not that girl

and that's why she smirks

she's afraid that one day the boys will discover

the place in her heart is just for a lover

she's smart, it's true, but immature

she's close to you, but she's still unsure

sweetheart, it's okay, your a person too

don't let us discourage you

if yourself is who you want to be

then be that girl, for you and me

if she's not quite there yet,

you've got time i'd bet

just keep on learning and slowly you'll see

that being perfect is about being quirky.

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you say you feel so comfortable around me

well, everyone feels that way apparently

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no one is truly superficial

but some pretend to be

everyone's a person

no matter what you see

and we sell out our beliefs

to be who we want them to see

but if you'd open up your eyes

you'd see you are who they want you to be

everyone wants to meet someone else

just as imperfect as they are

everyone wants someone to be honest

so it's not so much of a risk

unless they are running from themselves

because they are too ugly on the inside

they don't want to see it

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i can't look into your eyes like that

you won't look back.