eyes open

kissing claire, eyes wide open!
Originally uploaded by cxh2005

If you kiss with your eyes open, do you mean it any less? Maybe you don't want to miss anything. Maybe you want to make sure that love doesn't blind you the way it always does. But you have to blink every once in a while.

chucks

zoin
Originally uploaded by Honey Pie!

wow.

pretty colours

3aba6 ka3ko0o3ah =P
Originally uploaded by ka3ko0o3ah™©

God created colour. It amazes me every day.

resisting the call of a good man's open arms

nearly impossible. 

there aren't many nights like this

i went to see my friend play music tonight. God has given you an amazing talent of some sort. Remember, it was God who made that talent that is specific to you, so it has to be awesome. Use it. The LORD is so amazing. Thank Him for making music. It is such a beautiful gift. And in Heaven we will sing His song, more amazing than anything here on earth. I can't imagine hearing a song composed by God, when a song of a friend gives me chills and makes me feel at home and makes me want to love and to be loved. If only i could write a song, not perfect, but with no motivation for anything in the world. What if i just let the music flow out of me? Truly, honestly. What if i could turn of my musical filter entirely? Not be afraid of lacking anything. Not be afraid. "Perfect love casts out all fear." 

I could stand in the sprinkling rain at midnight forever. What if I were to never feel that feeling again? Of the tingling rain. I cannot neglect the rain.

for now?

i see that you are beautiful

i see that you are true

i see a missing piece

that i could give to you

but if i give it 

i might have to take it back

and if i give it

you may find that my piece lacks

i back away from your beauty

i back away from your love

i want it but don't need it

i need it but don't want it

walk away, dear friend, walk away

you don't deserve the pain.

i can hardly handle myself, 

gone wrong

i seem to do well

but some days i wonder 

if i'm headed for Hell

the way i treat you sometimes

the way i subconsciously mess with your mind

oh friend just lie beside me for one hour

let me feel the power

of the heat of someone next to me

pretending you are the same as me

pretending that you were made for me

just stay with me 

please stay with me

for now

well you're the kinda guy who doesn't know what he wants

but you're the one who acts like nothin's ever wrong

i wanna love you cuz you think i'm beautiful

but boy i just don't know if i can handle

the way you just say nothin' for an hour...