for now?

i see that you are beautiful

i see that you are true

i see a missing piece

that i could give to you

but if i give it 

i might have to take it back

and if i give it

you may find that my piece lacks

i back away from your beauty

i back away from your love

i want it but don't need it

i need it but don't want it

walk away, dear friend, walk away

you don't deserve the pain.

i can hardly handle myself, 

gone wrong

i seem to do well

but some days i wonder 

if i'm headed for Hell

the way i treat you sometimes

the way i subconsciously mess with your mind

oh friend just lie beside me for one hour

let me feel the power

of the heat of someone next to me

pretending you are the same as me

pretending that you were made for me

just stay with me 

please stay with me

for now