i'm thinkin' of how my life's so awesome

but then i remember you aren't in it
i have so many wells to drink from
but you're the one i can't forget

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i realize you're ignoring me, 

darling, not my darling...

but i can't get over what you said when you were free

baby, her baby

before she had you 

you loved me and only me

but within just a few weeks

i became nothing

i became someone you never want to see

is it my fault?

'cuz i can't see any other way this could be fair

please, can i have some closure 

i never really knew what that meant 

until now

i thought that people were silly

for wanting one last goodbye

but now i get why

'cause you left me without warning

i thought we could still be friends, but darling 

you won't

so i just keep on trying 

every once in a while

i try to make you smile

even though you don't want it to be 'cause of me...

you want to smile again at her

'cause she's perfect for you, dear

i'm the worst voice you could hear

though it's sweet and it draws your ear

you can't listen 

i know it'd never last forever

but i want it to 

'cause i miss you more than i've missed anyone

since i was 14...

the first time i thought i was in love

and no one could convince me otherwise

i'm still pretty sure it was true...

but now i feel it again 

that longing for that friend

the boy who kept my life joyful

the memory of you...