Frustration

Frustration
Originally uploaded by Rajiv Ashrafi

When you don't care at all
And the LORD catches your fall
But instead of falling into His arms
You push Him away and run in alarm

And you say-
Girl, why you gotta be this way?
Can't you stand up and change?
There's nothing in this world that makes less sense
Than running from the truth,
There's no defense

You're wanting to die
But still, you just want to fly
But you can't figure how to do it
Without steppin' on somebody else's wings

And the worst thing you can be
Is someone else's harlotry
The one who breaks his heart
The one who makes it hard

It scares you and it scars him
But you won't push away his limbs
Cuz you want his heart around you
And your cowardice confounds you

You almost want the pain
For the sake of the gain
You think you'll grow
You just want to know

But it will stunt his growth
And it will make you old
Wise beyond your years
Burdened by so many tears

Please don't leave me alone
In this field, so cold
No one else is here but me and you.
Please help me out of here
Please help me out